12. The Same Old Road

This is a post for those of you who never read the silly writings in my posts but only look at the even simpler photos. This is a post that I devote to all the lonely souls who were ones happy with their solitude. Once, long ago, when they had the freedom to take a breath and live in peace close to someone they loved. This is a post that doesn't say anything more than what it has already said. That this is a post about you. And I keep writing because I can say so much more that you have already heard. So much more you don’t want to hear, the same so much more I will continue to say. You are going down the same old road.

This is not a post to which I had dedicated too much time or enough investigation. But this is a post I have given enough emotion and a fair amount of alcohol. I simply wanted to remind you that alone does not always mean lonely. And that obviously in your case, it does. Obviously, you need to play “Unchain my heart” not by whoever but by Hugh Laurie /who is coming toSofia this July fyi/. Misery is what usually brings you here or there or on the same path you always end up taking. A road can be windy but it can be shiny, too. And it only depends on how many times you have already been on it, and how many times you've been going down. Or how judgmental you can get when you know you are not walking down this road alone… Same place after all. But it’s all about the direction you are facing and how many 360degree spins you can make till you get to the right one...

And that’s all I wanted to tell you. To remember what this post is about. To think of how many chains you need to let go of, or what is the circumference length you need to fully walk your circle. Figure it out. Solitude is not always loneliness, unless you keep going down the same old road.

In the photo, the road is going up. To the highest peak on the Balkans. Up.

Rila